Deathtoheaven

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  1. Thanks all! @Sith Holocron: I haven't seen that friend in a year, which is probably good for my sanity. @Darth Sapiens: I'd definitely be happy to provide input (otherwise I wouldn't have signed up again).
  2. Hi! Wow, it has been a long, long, long time, hasn't it? My username is Deathtoheaven, but a whole lot of you probably remember me as LordofHunger, Lord of Hunger, LordofHunger731, Hunger, or LOH. I was one of the beta testers for TSLRCM, and the story consultant for (the probably long dead, I think) Team Hssiss modding group. I should probably answer a basic question: WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GO?! I only informed a few people of this (some, but not all, of my closest friends in the community), but around the time I was working on a script for The GenoHaradan Revisioning Mod for TSLRCM, I fell into depression. Not exactly the clinical kind, I never got properly diagnosed. Simply put, I was in college, my best friend and roommate took me for granted and started living off my money, I had no other friends, and I ended up moving twice. Rough period of my life. As much as I love KOTOR, particularly TSL, I had bigger priorities at the time such as recovering from depression, doing well at school, and making half of my living. And I simply didn't have the will to tell the twenty something people that I had promised scripts for that I couldn't follow through on those promises. I register a new account to tell a sob story and elicit tears over the Internet. However, since I have recovered and found myself again, I felt the need to come back, properly explain myself, and apologize to those of you that were looking forward to my work. I hope that you will accept me back into this community, which is without question the best modding community in existence (I should know, I play a massively modded Skyrim). If you, for some reason, feel like running me out of town, I understand but don't see how you can do that on the Internet. And if you were wondering, I am playing TSLRCM 1.8.2 and M4-78 EP. In my busy schedule/process of finishing my degree this year, I've only gotten so far as Dantooine (Lvl 14 Female LS Consular, just unlocked HK-47 ), but I hope to get to the Droid Planet soon. I don't intend to get back into script writing and such, as I have only so much time and am already busy with my own, non-Star Wars fiction work, but I do intend to do a full review of TSLRCM 1.8.2+M4-78 EP (no other mods aside from Widescreen Hack) to bring some personal closure and contrast the latest version with some of my experiences as a beta tester. If you are making mods and want my input, I will do that...but nothing else!!! So cheers! Glad to be back!